||[Oct. 31st, 2004|11:38 am]
This asshole you speek of, where is he? I mean, no one likes an asshole, right? so why is it that I have so many close friends that i can turn to and actually have a sincere talk with and know that our friendship is legit. Who do you have again? I mean since im such and asshole, no one should like hanging out with me, right?. but you are right, I'm an asshole, you're completely right. This asshole has the balls to admit it, atleast i have those, do you know what they are brett? BALLS? this asshole right here isnt perfect, just like the rest of the world. wait, except for you. your PERFECT right? no wait, i lied. You say you have soo many "dirty lil' secrets" about me? Well, tell them, all of them.. right here, post them up for the world to read. I want you too. But yet again, you have this tendency to lie just so people can feel threatend by you, just like when you said that all your friends were just itching to kick my ass, but in reality none of you have the balls to comfront me. I'm sorry for not being you Brett, being so cool, so educated, so good looking and unique. HA! Im sorry being for asshole, but yet again who preys on troubled relationships again? isnt that an asshole thing to do? i've never done that, have you? i shouldnt even have to ask though. You say you would never wanna be me, yet again your cant help yourself and always manage to get my attention, i dunno brett, you used too look at my journal everyday, what were you looking for? a booklet on how to be me? tips and shortcuts? so you say that all the shitt that we write is not true, what the fuck are you thinking? that we just sit here and think about you just for fun. NO you dumbass faggot. all this shit is legit, unlike you, but thats besides the point. You sit here and pretend to yourself that you're something outta this world, but you lie to yourself, so think your so kool and you are and outsider to society, you have it soo hard. But in reality your mom still spoon feeds you and wipes your ass. as i recall , who do you turn too when you get in trouble? dont look in the mirror cause that aint the person. Where you scared when that one girl's boyfriend came to your house? what did you used to do? who were you crying to the last time you had a relationship, your mommy. right or wrong? maybe you should of killed yourself that night, do you think anyone would have missed you?
do you think i hate you? hate you enough to go out of my way and disturb the place were you sleep? think about that when you open your mouth next time. I have a great amount of respect when it comes to peoples homes brett, dont make me change that. maybe you should do what your friends do, put your head down and know your place. if you ever need the need to step up to meand you grow balls, you know what school i got to.
P.S. i posted this on my journal to since you dont like the truth and probably wont like it.